You will see me write about lanterns and dragons
no more. No more mosques or incense sticks
or insects blue and green like a mosaic floor. No more immigrant
with a steamer-and-underwear story, or a son with a bruised cheek
ripe as a mango, or any more of that tropical nonsense.
No more faces wrapped in banana leaves or prose
that hangs onto bones and skin like prayer beads,
and for whom? We didn’t spend all those years learning
about victoria’s earhart and amelia secret
to write about firecrackers and tigermothers,
did we? Let us be frank. The electorate wants stories
spiced with italicized words, jumping out of the page
like nervous cats, backs arched like parentheses,
instinctive like an apology. I just want to write about mooncakes
the same way some write about pancakes, or breasts. I want the hot poetics of noodles
to resonate with you, the way a juicy hamburger does.
My story is a chickadee eloping with her dove boyfriend
because malaysia cannot love me back.
My story is jaw-breaking european bread,
avocado breasts clothed in brassiere
bought at the open-air market, next to a man selling healing-rocks,
rice congee bubbling on a stovetop
the first day of snow. My story has the woody smell of sweet valley twins
books and shattered bones mixed in the musk of sandalwood.
My story is a suitcase bound for cities full of former colonizers
whose faces turn persimmon at the taste of paprika.
And I will show you my burlesque hips, heavy like an urn.
No wonder, I am a descendant of a people
from the underworld.